The Reason I should win and what it would mean to fulfill my dream

In 2008 in June I suffered a massive heart attack, I flat-lined and only came back with a third of my heart.
and was very sick at that time.  The doctors had told me I would be able to return to my job, because it was to stressful.

I did not know what I could do at that time, As I was home and thinking I finally decided that ok I may not be able to hold an nine to five job, but I still have a brain and wanted to do something.  I was very good on the computer, so I thought to do Internet Marketing.

In the year of 2008 I started my journey on to Internet Marketing, anybody I was associated with was so negative no one could see the possiblities the internet had.  I started with a free mentor and that was very good, I learned about autoresponders(which is the engine to your business) and how to build a list. I thought wow I finally have it!!

Well that was only the beginning, thru the free class I met some very nice people along the way, as we were chatting there was much more than that.  So I started buying products that were suppose to be the miracle to all, product after product nothing worked.

I could connect the dots to A and B but that is as far as it goes. I was very frustrated I did not know what to do next.  Any body you spoke to wanted alot of money for the answer.

So I then said to myself I am going to have to pay for a mentor to learn more about this business.  So I did I payed somone  alot of money to learn the business but still did not learn everything I needed to know. I needed to apply for the second class which was alot more money.

Although I did learn some more of the business it was not enough.

I then took sick again, and I had a husband who was not behind what I was doing at all.  There was no support but this was my dream and no one was going to mess with it.   I was having many , many tests and found out I had Lerich’s Syndrome and needed to go for a serious operation, on top of that my husband left a note on my computer on my birthday in June of  this year (2010) that he was leaving, I was operated on in July, and in between all this I was still trying to connect all the dots and I was coming close,went to court to divorce that loser and made plans to get the operation. July came the operation.

All that was behind me, I thought and low and behold the stent in my aurota collapsed.  I am still getting closer and closer and now I have to go back into the hospital. I in the mean time will not give up my dream, I have had so many set backs in between the hospital there was asthma, neropathy,the Lerich Syndrome. As all these things were major obstacles I know in my heart that this is the path I should be on and this is what I am suppose to do. This is my time to be happy and fulfill my dream and I might never be able to have a nine to five job.  But it does not stop me from using my brain or having a business.

Internet Marketing is my dream and I will climb every mountain to get there.